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February 13th, 2012
10:26 pm - Please make me not so crazy.
I broke up with a friend yesterday. I know that sounds weird but I absolutely had the whole friendship fade-out thing, especially when one of the parties tried to make the friendship work. It was the whole boulder-hill situation, where I feel like I am pushing a boulder up a hill when I know that one day my arms will give out and the boulder will crush me, if that makes any sense.
But the worst part is a part of me doesn't give up. Even in friendship, I romanticize what said friend might do. I will admit, it is rare for me to break up with a friend but when I do, I always secretly hope they will come back and a lot of the times, I make large doors for them, so they can come back into my life. I always want them to show up on my doorstep and say "I'm sorry. I was wrong." As rare as it for me to break up with a friend, it's even more rare that they come back. But I can't help but to hope, to pick at the festering wound.
I know this is person is not coming back.. Sigh. I just wish I didn't care.
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July 16th, 2007
12:17 am - Becoming my friend
Found some free time.
Went through and took off some people off my list (basically people who don't get on)
(One of my friends had three accounts!)
and also found out that I accidently deleted a friend
so I'm leaving this out to everyone just to make sure I didn't delete any real friends
(If this happened, please leave a comment so I can re-add you :D, or if you want to be my friend, leave me a comment)
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